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so i've reached one of those points where i completely want to give up.
i'm so stressed all the time now.
and then....
they think i'm an easy target, but they don't know that i'm very vengeful, and i play hard.
prepare for war. i will take them all down in the meanest of ways. |
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| 01:05am 10/08/2008 |
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mood:  anxious music: Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism
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i'm so incredibly worried.
my mind is a scrambled jigsaw puzzle,
and there is no way i can put the pieces back together.
i cannot fix things.
it's all out of my hands on this end.
i wish i could control the situation,
but it's absolutely impossible.
i don't want things to end the way it seems they will.
my mind is so frazzled.
i can't believe i haven't cried.
i think i'm in a state of shock.
i cannot live without him.
i don't want too.
i've felt sick all day.
i don't know what has happened.
and i don't want to know the outcome.
cause i feel like in every outcome...it's going to be bad.
but knowing in one way i did the right thing,
i shouldn't complain.
who knows what i saved,
but also, who knows what i ruined.
i'm sure i'll find out soon.
or maybe i won't.
but i feel like i should be prepared.
gotta prepare for the worst.
and the worst....
is by far the worst outcome i can ever think of. |
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| 03:59pm 14/11/2005 |
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mood:  damn period music: good song
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Crazy
Crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy
Crazy for feeling so blue
I knew
You'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday
You'd leave me for somebody new
Worry
Why do I let myself worry
Wond'rin'
What in the world did I do
Crazy
For thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for tryin'
Crazy for cryin'
And I'm crazy
For lovin' you |
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| 06:54pm 22/10/2005 |
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mood:  grateful
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who ever knew that a person that i hated and that i had planned to beat the shit out of would help me in a time of need. she actually ended up being a really nice girl. she helped me alot.
and it's good to have friends that i had once fucked over, to accept me again with open arms. sam and megan, thank you
who ever knew that doing this has lowered my stress level.
things have got to change. things are giong to change.
i want my friends back. i want to party with them and have a good time. i need space.
ashley katie mollie i want you guys back. THE BITCHES NEED TO COME BACK!!
i love you guys
much love
peace |
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| 02:12pm 06/09/2005 |
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mood:  hungry music: the darkness-love is only a feeling
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BASICS
1. what's your first name? Maggie
2. male or female? female
3. how old are you? 18
4. what country or state do you live in? Michigan
5. Would you say you're straight, gay or bi? bi i guess. chicks are hott
YOUR BODY
6. describe what you look like physically: i'm 5'10", skinny big tits, steve likes them. i'm tall, long legs, blonde hair, i say i'm kinda cute
7. Okay now guys, how big is it honestly? And girls, how many fingers can you fit? i havn't tried to fit alot, but steve did, and he fit four. i guess i'm naturally tight.
8. And if you haven't told us already girls, what size are your tits, and guys, are you cut or uncut? 36 D bitches
9. And how big are your nipples and are they pink or brown? pink, their good size considering how big my tits are
10. what's your favorite part of your body? MY TITTIES
11. What's your favorite part of the opposite sex? eyes
12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? my chest
13. do you have any special names for your privates or what do you call them?definitly not
14. do you shave your pubic hair, trim, wax, have a racing strip, leave it natural or what? i have a landing strip, but mine is done by laser hair removal
GETTING PERSONAL NOW
15. do you masturbate? no not really
16. how often do you masturbate? um i guess i'll do it to turn my steven on
17. How many people have you slept with? 4
18. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 17
19. Who did you lose it to? joe curtis
20. Do you regret your first time? YES
21. Do you have any other sexual regrets? anything sexual with joe i regret
22. Have you ever had sex with a virgin? no
23. What's the biggest age difference between you and someone you've had sex with? joe was 23 i was 17. 6 years
24. How often would you have sex in an ideal relationship? every night
25. And when was the last time you actually did have sex? last night
26. When was the last time you had an orgasm? with sex? last night during sex as always
27. have you ever had a 1 night stand? yes, 2 almost 3
28. what sort of contraception do you normally use? condoms
29. have you ever had phone sex? no
30. have you ever had cyber sex? no
31. have you ever devoted a whole day to sex? no well over half though
32. lights on or off? off or on...doesn't matter
33. do you prefer to give or receive oral sex? both
34. do you prefer oral sex or normal sex? normal sex
35. do you prefer giving/receiving blowjobs or handjobs? i like to suck steves dick
36. do you prefer eating/being eaten or fingering/being fingered? all of it
37. girls, have you ever used your tits to get a guy off, or guys, have you ever had a girl use her tits to get you ff? yes
38. what's your fav position? on top
39. what's the most number of positions you've used in 1 sex session? holy shit, alot like maybe five or something
40. do you like sex best rough, gentle, fast, slow, or how? i just go with the flow
41. do you get turned on by pain? um kind of
42. have you ever tried anal sex and if so did you like it? FUCK NO
43. how do you feel about sex when you or your partner is on her period? hey it makes the pussy tighter
ORGASMS AND CUM
44. girls, have you ever or do you ever fake orgasms? no
45. what's the most number of orgasms you have had together, or in one sex session? 5 i think it was
46. can you cum from just having sex? yes it's the only way to make me cum
47. what sort of orgasm do you normally have (do you moan, pant, gasp, scream or what)? i'm universal, i do it all
48. spit or swallow? swallow
49. girls, do you like the taste of cum, or guys, do you like the taste of pussy? yes
50. Have you ever tasted your own cum? yeah but i was rolling so i don't quite remember
51. what did you think of the taste? can't remember
52. what's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with cum? he came on my chest before....
MOSTLY HAVE YOU EVERS
53. have you or do you ever look at porno magazines? no
54. have you or do you ever watch porno videos? no
55. have you ever watched a live stripper? yes
56. have you ever watched a live sex show? no
57. have you ever used toys during sex? no
58. have you ever used sex toys on your own? once
59. have you ever used another object that wasn't really a toy during sex? No
60. have you ever used another object that wasn't really a toy on your own? no
61. how do you feel about talking during sex? depends on what the topic is ;)
62. Are you usually loud during sex? i'm very loud, steves really good in bed, i can't help but be loud
63. have you ever woken up somebody else in the same house when you're having sex? no
64. have you ever had complaints from the neighbors about your noise during sex? no
65. have you ever been given open praise for your sexual technique? yes
66. have you or do you ever think about other people when you're having sex? FUCK NO
67. have you ever called out someone else's name during sex? no
68. have you ever had sex in a car? all the time
69. If yes, was the car moving? no
70. Have you ever had sex in the water (pool, ocean, etc.)? yes
71. have you ever had sex in the shower? tons of times
72. What's the strangest place you ever had sex? woodhaven community center bathroom
73. have you ever had sex at work or school? not yet
74. Do you ever roleplay in the bedroom? No
LOTS OF HAVE YOU EVERS
75. have you ever used food for sexual purposes? no
76. Have you ever had a 3some or any sort of group sex? no
77. have you ever had sex with more than 1 person during a 24-hour period but not at the same time? no
78. have you ever had sex with other ppl in the room? yeah, alot of people have seen me naked
79. have you ever been caught masturbating? no
80. have you ever caught anyone else masturbating? no
81. have you ever been caught having sex? no
82. have you ever caught anyone else having sex? no..
83. have you ever watched anyone masturbate (whether they knew or not)? no
84. have you ever let anyone watch you masturbate? yea
85. have you ever watched anyone have sex (whether they knew or not)? yes
86. has anyone ever watched you having sex? lots of people
87. have you ever watched yourself? no but i should
88. have you ever kissed anyone of the same sex? fuck yeah i have
89. have you ever had a sexual experience with someone of the same sex? yes
90. have you ever had sex with 2 ppl in the same family? no
91. have you ever had sex with someone related to you? NO ew
92. have you ever had sex with an animal? no
93. have you ever had pains as a result of sexual acts? yes, the first night i met steve my pussy hurt for three days
94. have you ever fallen asleep during sex? no
95. have you ever answered the phone while you were having sex and kept going? steve did
96. have you ever broken anything having sex? no
AND FINALLY
97. Describe your worst sexual experience: when i lost my virginity to joe curtis. enough said.
98. Describe your best sexual experience: oh god, everytime i have sex with steve
99. Describe your biggest fantasy: i don't really have one i guess
100. And finally, what's the kinkiest thing you've ever done? licked my own tittie |
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| 10:29pm 08/08/2005 |
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mood:  high
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this is my first entry in a while
i'm over at ashleys right now waiting for her john and katie to get back so they can roll and i can get drunk
i've done it too many times since tech fest, it was gay the first day of tech test some bitch sold me fake pills, but they worked for steve. i don't know maybe i just needed two
so then me steve john ashley mollie and an appearance from katie and lewis, we have done it alot this summer, and the last two times we were sold fake pills, the last ones were totally fake it was shitty and we were charged 15 how gay
but shit happens. so yeah getting drunk tonight havnt been drunk in a while, i don't like drinking all that much i don't like feeling like shit i guess. i like to snoke weed.
ashley siglers dog is trying to hump lewis britz on the recliner
my mom has been calling me out on smoking weed so i gave in. she has known about cigerettes for a while, and she knows i'm having sex
i'm pretty stoned right now, watching the discovery health channel
i love my steven so fucking much
i'm so glad i get to spend the rest of my life with him
i'm so glad my friends like him too that makes it alot better
it's alot easier on our relationship now that i have friends that think he's cool and like to smoke down with him
it seems more like he's taking over my friends that bastard
anyways, i really need a job i have been jobless for almost a year now i'm so fucking lazy and my head is stuck up the bag of weeds ass
well
much love
peace |
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| 09:42am 14/04/2005 |
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mood:  tired
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yeah yesterday sucked
missed sam's show
and i feel like shit
i'm sorry
i wanted to go
but in other news i got the insurance and plate for my car finally. now when i drive it it will be legal. thats always a comforting feeling. i have to bring it to school today to get looked at by mr. salgat. bleed the brake lines. i'm hoping it'll save it!!!
but yeah. i'm gonna go
not too much to say
i love my steven
much love
peace |
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| 05:13pm 31/03/2005 |
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mood:  good music: jay-z
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Intermediate
You scored 85% Beginner, 78% Intermediate, 68% Advanced, and 58% Expert! |
You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score.
Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!
For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. |
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You scored higher than 21% on Beginner |
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You scored higher than 11% on Intermediate |
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You scored higher than 6% on Advanced |
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You scored higher than 21% on Expert |
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| 06:08pm 26/03/2005 |
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mood: nervous music: alkaline trio-emma
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so yeah turned 18
got a sweet tattoo
break has been sweet.
i've been spending my time up at eastern with sam mike and steve
so much fun
but uh yeah
gotta get ready for a concert
much love
peace |
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| throbbing pain |
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| 07:52pm 17/03/2005 |
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mood:  in fucking pain music: dane cook
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my ears fucking hurt so bad! i just shoved 2's into them. fucking flares suck. i shoved a mechanical pencil in because i didn't want to wait till tomorrow to get my tapers back from sam, so i just used a pencil, and continued to work the flare in where my fingers, ears and the side of my face was covered in blood. and now my ears are throbbing in pain.
but anyways
ah yes love
:) i'm sooo happy
i'm gettin' murried!
i'm buying steve a ring on monday, a white gold one, 200 dollars just to say "hey ladies, back off i'm engaged"
and i get to spend the weekend with my sammy!
so excited! and i'm getting my hair cut tomorrow! yay!
but um yeah thats about it
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